I’ve been having a reoccurring fantasy lately. It’s possessed my every waking thought when I am at home and many of the ones during idle times at work. It’s the idea of being forced sexually. This has many real occasions during the day around here.
Many times when Master says he’s horny, I admit I am not in the mood. As of right now, he let’s it go and even on occasion goes off to masturbate. Sometimes it doesn’t bother me. Then there are the times like right now when I wish he would just not give me a choice, that he would remove my right to say no and just drag me in there anyway.
I get really hot thinking about how I don’t want to do it but am being made to do it anyway. How he just takes what he wants, makes me perform for him and has no care for my anti-desires. There is a fear in there, a hesitation and a thrill. The force of a Dominant against the submissive to mold them into what they want.
I imagine that I’m watching TV and Master tempts me in some way for sex, either with a touch or a look or outright asks me and I say no for some reason or another. That’s not good enough of course. He wants me and he gets me. I’m his property and I should do as he requests. So I’m made to get up from the chair and am forcefully escorted into the bedroom where he is rough and hard with me, telling me that I’m nothing but his property and should obey him. I’m forced to suck his cock with his hand behind my head, chocking me sometimes. He may slap me or pinch me. I may cry.
In the end the spanking, or violation of his hands on and in my body is a turn on. Something about the force of it brings me into the moment of being his. I can feel myself surrender to him; to make what I want only what he wants. I perform for him as I should have in the beginning. I have been made his. I have been reminded who I am and what I am.
I am his slut. I am to be ready all the time, or be forced. There is no ‘uninterested’ anymore. I just am.
–luna
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I hear you on this one. Most of the time Sylvanus is the one who is always horny and I am never in the mood. But if he insists, well… I do get in the mood. I love being forced to take pleasure
i have to agree that i have the same thoughts run through my head as well. Only problem…mmm..i’m always in the mood. But there is nothing like being taken roughly on occasion.
I’m always in the mood too,but once I tried to get him aroused and he wasn’t having it so I rolled over to get to sleep and 10 minutes later he pulled me onto my back and thrusted himself deep inside me. That was so good!
I hope you get what you disire and I hope it just comes out of nowhere.