Returning to Strict

Master has begun to return to the strict man I know him to be. He told me last night during dinner that he’s been lenient since we moved in August. Now he is returning to how he prefers to be. I’m silently giddy that he will be correcting me frequently, tightening the reins and perhaps we will move into a depper mindset more frequently. He wants to start some of the training ideas that we’ve discussed and maybe incorporate some of the ones I’ve thought about and written about on my blog here.

From what I know from past experience I will struggle quite a bit in the beginning until I can adjust to the way things will be. That too is exciting and also calming. I will be returning to my place figuratively at his feet.

Tomorrow I give Master a sensual full body massage. I’ve been reading a massage book so that I can provide him with a more educated sensual touch. I think he will be plesantly surprised with what I’ve learned. We also do a foot soak and massage on Sundays and he talks about it all week that he looks forward to it. It’s all about the bonding we do during that time I think. I love it and feel so happy in service when I’m rubbing his feet.

I’m supposed to give Master a blow job today but I just don’t feel in the sex mood. It could be due to my current punishment. Master has driven me close to orgasm almost everyday and it’s so frustrating. I think part of me really hates him right now. Which is probably why when he reminded me that I had a blow job to give I instantly had a vision of chopping his dick off. Grr, I didn’t want to do it at all!

On the 7th, I took off his collar to shower as I always do and forgot to put it back on, total accident. He was lenient in that my punishment is I can’t have an orgasm until after my period this month (expected around the 20th).

We are going to munch tonight in a nearby town. It’s at a restaurant that has Drag Queen shows on Saturdays. It should be a fun time! I’m sure I will enjoy myself immensely.

Next week is the basic rope bondage class. I’m getting excited about it and also hope that enough people show up to make it fun for everyone. Master has a handout and will be burning some Two Knotty Boys videos onto CDs for people to take home

–luna

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1. Sensual Massage Tips
2. Not up to par
3. Progress With This Week’s Lesson and Love Moments
4. Dragging my feet
5. Rope Mecca Here We Come!