He Spit On Me

Master mentioned shortly after we started face slapping that he has had the urge during play or sex to spit on me. I am accepting of the fact that he would do it and I would have to accept it or discuss it later on.

During our recent play with the new rabbit vibrator, Master tied me up to the bed, in all sensory deprivation glory and spit on me. It was a shock and humiliating and interesting. I was grossed beyond grossed and partially turned on. Rather intriguing that I would feel that way. Any other time that I see someone spit it just sends the heeby jeebies down my back. I even hate it in porn when some women spit on a cock before they do a blow job. It’s just…. gross.

When Master spit on me I felt something a little differnet. He was already degrading me and humiliating me (which I do love to experience) so why not step it up to spitting? It’s intense, really and I think I’d have to be totally in my head space to accept it without replusion. He drives me deeper with this form of intense play and the degredation dance is one that scares the crap out of me. And yet it’s so very hot.

I know that I wouldn’t be able to tolerate how I’m treated during this time if I didn’t trust Master completely. I know that when the session is over he will become the man I love again, the man that does everything to care for me and would drop everything he is doing to hold me and reassure me that his love is as deep as a well without end. For this I can experience the intense sessions we’ve gotten into.

So, how do I feel about spitting? It’s…. one of the tolerable things but I don’t think I’ll ever crave it or desire it, but I know that if Master wants to spit on me again I will accept it.

–luna