After 2 years we are getting cable again! I will be able to browse the channels, watch the shows we want to watch as they are on and I’m pretty happy with the deal we got. We are also switching to cable internet and I know that Master will be happier with the latency and his gaming.
I go to the Dr on Tuesday to find out what my most recent tests resulted in. I will have to admit to him that I’ve not been exercising at all and that it is detrimental to my weight loss. The new depression meds appear to be working just fine. I’ve not had any bad side effects.
I’m starting a 4 day weekend. I think I will enjoy my time off and find some fun things to do. I promised to Master that I’d be playful and we’d have a good time. Perhaps good enough to even talk about 
–luna
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I’ve been reading your blog for a while now, Luna. You are always going on about wanting to lose weight but you never follow through on the exercise portion. Ain’t gonna happen, sweetheart, until you get disciplined and get consistent with this. I’ve also been really curious about how you ‘serve’ your Master when you are so resistant about giving him blowjobs, though you talk about how much he likes them. Oral sex/service is a rather basic activity. Don’t mean this to sound harsh, but I am being direct.
A.,
I know I need to follow through on the exercise. That’s the fatal flaw in my weight loss plans. Once that comes together I’ll be on track again.
Service for me and Master is different than sexual based things. For service; like getting his coffee and opening doors, serving is enough. However for sex based things Master prefers that I get sexually excited from it as well and that’s where I fall short. Blow jobs don’t turn me on. The challenge of that is rewriting my thought process to make blow jobs sexually pleasing for me. We continue to work on it and it’s getting better all the time. Oral sex is a basic activity yes, but in a service mode they aren’t highly arousing.