I’m not really sure why I feel this way today. I’m 5 days into my vacation and I’m feeling stir crazy, easily edgy and not submissive at all. Master has about had it. I gave him one of those half assed blow jobs and I know he wants a decent one soon. I’ve been neglecting him since my period started and I know that I could have at least provided him with some comfort.
Then we have my exercise program; which is working! I’ve not missed a single day of exercise and I’ve even bumped it up to 3 of 4 miles in the Walk Away The Pounds DVD I have. It’s great. I figure I’ll get to 4 miles in a few weeks and can then boast that I have done 12 miles a week!
Weighing in wasn’t so hot but I was on my period so I don’t like to count it. I was up 2 lbs from last week. Hopefully this next weigh in will be better.
Pounds lost since last week: +2
Pounds to lose before Shibaricon 2009: 52
–luna
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Wow! Congrats on the exercise program — excellent work! So far as your moodiness goes, tell Master it comes with the territory. Master is always getting on me for not being in the proper mood, but I tell him that I’m a woman… that’s the way it is!
Of course, it could also be the change in your routine that’s doing it. Regardless, look on the bright side. All this misbehaving is certain to get you a good session of punishment in the near future!
Thank you! I’m working hard to make the exercise a good routine. Unfortunately punishment of the sort you are talking about doesn’t come with misbehaving. The good play pain stuff is just that, play and is a reward for good behavior. I’m more likely going to be in for some corner time or the cane if I keep this up.
Kudos on the exercise routine!! I can only imagine that once the period is over, the water puff and gain from it will be completely gone – along with what you’ve burned off with the exercise too !!! And the mood will be much brighter as well as the enthusiasm in …hmmm… a good blow job
and other exciting activities????
I’ll know on Sunday when I weigh in for the week. I usually wait till Wednesday to share my diet progress but if it’s an awesome change I’ll not wait to share it!