Cock Worship

Master has a beautiful cock. I love just looking at it. He is generally okay with my analysis when I like to stroke the veins, play with the triangular patch of skin of his ball sack until it wrinkles and I love watching it grow and move. I could spend hours transfixed at his crotch watching the foreskin slide back and forth, running my nails along the shaft and marveling at the purple color of his swollen head. This is not cock worship, it’s my fascination.

I’ve been learning what pleases Master when it comes to his dick and the way I pleasure him. I don’t always get it right and as you’ve read recently I have different ways that oral pleasure is treated. What really drives him wild is when I’m cock hungry and quite a whore. I enjoy my sexual freedom of those time too. Master has said that I’m an amazing cock sucker, but I wasn’t always this way.

It’s taken a lot of patience and practice. Something he’s willing to sacrifice for me to get it right. I take his direction and I try to cement it in my mind as something he likes. It’s almost like a play book. If I do this one way, then I know he’ll respond like that, but if I do it this way he’ll really respond like this! My current study is two-fold: deep throating and swallowing. I’d prefer if I never had to swallow, but alas that argument has been dismissed. I don’t practice these new techniques nearly enough for Master. I’d like to get really good at everything to do with his cock, since it is so special to both of us.

I’d like to worship it, I’d like to get so good at pleasing him with the right whore-mindset that he’s always satisfied and I’m contented. I’d like to take it out of my service and place it in sex. Which is a whole other thought process right there.

I don’t consider oral sex to be sex. I don’t think I ever have. It’s always been a separate part of what I do with my partners. Creating a cock worshiping scene would, I think, separate it even more so. Not bad at all, just different. I think it would definitely be a better way for me to show my submission if I can get into the right space to give him this type of blow job when I know there won’t be anything else involved. Just his sexual pleasure.

I’d like to be comfortable enough to not use my hands as a guard when I’m deep throating or he’s face fucking me. I get so scared that I’ll suffocate or gag or worse. I’d like to give that control over to Master someday. It’s all a process.

I’ve come a long way from where I started. Yes I sucked cock before I met Master, but not a whole lot. I think you can count the number of times I did it for my ex on one hand (but there were other circumstances there), I did it to my casual sex partners because I knew that if I did it, they’d do it in return. I think there was one dominant play partner I did it with. I don’t think I was that great because I was always getting pointers from them; I just took it in stride as they were open enough to express their personal preferences. No one said I was bad at it.

I was. I’ve learned how not to do it, and how to do it better. I’ve learned a lot about the feel of Master’s dick in my mouth and what he does and doesn’t like. I’m learning what will make my pleasure mood come out so that he gets his cock slut more often. I like it when I’m his cock slut. (and cum slut, fuck slut, pain slut, rope slut, etc…)

Master says I’m improving. I like to hear that. I like knowing that even though I’m not always in the mood I’m still learning what he likes. I have a long way to go before he’s satisfied with my services. I have a longer way to go to be satisfied with my response.

Either way, Master has a beautiful cock.

–luna

Possibly related posts:

1. Sunday Service: Topping
2. More than Anal Training
3. Such a Slut Sometimes
4. Deep Throating and Swallowing
5. It’s All About the Penis