Letter to Master 4-13-08

Dear Master,

This weekend was certainly full of a lot of fun! I had a great time at the munch and party. I hope that we will be able to play at parties in the future. I know I get floaty but there has to be a counter to it so that we can travel sooner. I so longed to be in rope, any rope, or spanked or just close to you and in your mindset. That power brings me so much pleasure.

I love the way you make me feel even when you don’t know it. I can look at you and feel so full of love and happiness. I can’t imagine my life without you in it. I hope I will never have to bear it. You are my soul, Master.

I look forward to the toys you have ordered. I know that they will be so much fun to play with. I wonder what my pussy will look like with that giant dildo in it and you at the pump bring me pleasure and sensation. The thought of you pumping that dildo larger and larger until I can’t take it anymore is exciting. I don’t know how I will respond to the remote vibe but I have a feeling you will want me to wear it out more often. Hopefully I can keep it in when going to the bathroom or the fun will only last as long as I don’t have to go

You have done a wonderful job this weekend working on changing the way you eat and exercising. I have no doubt that you will be losing weight and firming up in no time. I hope that your energy will transmit to me and I get losing as well. I want to lose around 50 lbs by next Shibaricon. I’d be one hot sexy kitten then!

As far as goals for losing weight I’m still trying to figure that one out. I know I want to do 5 and 10% increments, so the first one is 16 lbs. If I can get to 304 in the next 2-4 months I will meet the first goal and get new jeans I think. I’d love a new pair of jeans. When I reach 283 I’ll get a sexy outfit to go out in, something I can wear to munches or on dates that I know you would love to see.

Now I must do my punishment for you and I love you for caring so much to punish me Master. I know you don’t like to have to punish me but let me say that I do learn from every mistake and will correct myself to be a better submissive for you.

–me

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