Rope Mecca Here We Come!

Well, it’s official. Master is registered for ShibariCon 2008 and I will be by the end of the month! Then we have the train ticket to get and we can save money for the hotel and other entertainment! Oh god I’m so excited.

I’ve gotten to really love rope, and I know that I will enjoy learning and watching and growing with everyone there. It will be so fabulous! If any of you are going to ShibariCon let me know! I’d love to meet ya there.

The rest of Master’s rope that he ordered should be here soon. Then we’ll go all out and tie tie tie!

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Master wants to start some more sexual training. He’s deciding between deep throating and swallowing cum; both of which I have huge issues with. This was all spurned by kaya’s post in which she posted a picture of her Master’s cum in her mouth looking quite happy. I just get all heeby jeeby when I think about it. I have a pretty bad gag reflex and I can’t stand the texture of semen. Master wants to use hypnosis to make me think that his cum tastes like chocolate syrup or something.

I’m actually quite scared of both of these new training objectives. They are almost gray area for me with being comfortable with them and I know that as I work hard towards them he will be able to tear down those walls. As most of you know about my blow job struggles I’ve really progressed. I even surprised Master last weekend with offering a blow job to Master. I rarely ask him for a rain check.

I have to prepare myself to find my slut space, to focus myself on Master’s pleasure and try to find some enjoyment from it myself. I hope to get past these blocks.

Originally published at BDSM is Love. Please leave any comments there.

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