Thanksgiving is just a few short days away and then Master and I will spend a quiet day stuffing our faces with turkey and the trimmings. I’m hoping that we have some Netflix to watch or we can do another marathon movie watching. I know last year we did Harry Potter. Maybe we could do that again?
I’ve been feeling a bit of the kinky blahs. Much like I’ve read from kaya, I seem to just not be in the mood. It’s nerve-wrecking because I know that Master wants me to be kinky and all horny. All I want to do is NOT do that. It’s in me, just not right now.
I’ve been reading the second Marketplace series book, The Slave. It’s pretty darn good. Part of this girl’s history sounds just like mine. While I never signed up for some secret training society I did discover BDSM through some of the same media that she did. Before that it was just a secret fantasy I thought that would never happen for me. If you like SM fantasy erotica you’ll love the Marketplace Series.
–luna
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I loved the Marketplace series – my set is so dog eared that I really want to replace it at some point. I think I enjoyed that it came from several perspectives.
Hang in there with the blahs – some of it maybe due to the "lovely" stress of the holidays and all the pressures that brings to us.