So, you probably wonder where I was yesterday since if you know my schedule I should have blogged yesterday. Well, I was in bed, sick. I’ve had whatever crud has been going around. Master only got touched by it, but it laid me flat yesterday. Whatever it is, I’m not 100% yet which is a huge bummer to Master.
I promised that I would please him sexually every day during my period. This flu stopped that. Hopefully tomorrow I will be able to provide him with pleasure and reward him for being so patient and wonderful to me while I was sick.
Work has been really stressful. I’ve had a lot of things on my plate today that I’m learning how to juggle. I’ve really become the hub of all things with this account and everyone looks to me for answers or information. I feel really good about that. Perhaps it’s time I work on my proposal to change my title and get a bit more money for what I do. It’s not an easy process but one that my manager thinks could work. He has to pass it up to his manager for approval so I still don’t know if it will work or not.
Master and I have remarked several times to each other that the St John’s Wart appears to be working. I’m in a better mood more often and I’m dwelling on the things I can not change less. I feel better about myself and I know that soon I will be able to pick up where I left off with my weight loss.
Speaking of weight loss, I think I’ve gained it all back. I’ve not weighed since I had the decision to work on my mental health a bit first and I’m kinda glad I did. This will put me in a better place to lose. I’ve printed off my pyramid eating plan to help work out a meal plan for myself week by week. I don’t have a clue how I’m going to get that much fruit and vegetable portions into my day. I barely eat any now. I think I’m going to have to wiggle them in one at a time. If anyone else is interested in learning about the new food pyramid and what each food group amount you should be consuming, you can go to the mypyramid website and find out! I’m going to continue using SparkPeople as my food and exercise log so that I can have some documentation and tracking tools about my whole change in life.
I think Master is going to get back into it too. I will be cooking healthier and making better choices at the grocery store. I will be exercising daily soon enough. I want to start with 30 mins 3 times a week and bump it up to 6 days a week within 12 weeks. After another 12 weeks I can make it 60 mins a day. That is really the healthy level for living well. I’m going to work on drinking my water again. I’ve dropped down to 40 oz a day and that isn’t great.
All of these are goals that I know I can attain now that I feel better about myself. Master smiles more, I smile more and I think life is getting better.
I know life is getting better. Master is getting paid what he should be for the work he is currently doing. He has dreams to finally get his project off the ground. He wants to start a kinky craft store of some sort for secondary income for me. He wants to get our local group off the ground and evolved into a more interactive learning experience. He has so many dreams and goals.
I’m more at peace with myself that I have been in a long while. I know that I can develop and continue to grow into the person I know is in there. I have progressed so far and I can’t stop now. My destiny awaits!