Dear Master 4-8-07

By lunaKM on April 10, 2007

Dear Master,

I was looking forward to the sensual blow job planned for today until I forgot about it. Now that you are expecting it I feel obligated to do it no matter what. I don’t expect to know is why I forgot, just that I did. Boy do I feel guilty. We’ve had so much fun this weekend that perhaps that eclipsed what was to happen today. Hopefully I can get back into the mood to perform as you deserve.

I did realize something just now. Whenever you get a blow job I get nothing afterwards. Not that I’m complaining, mind you. In the past (meaning past relationships), blow jobs were always foreplay to the main event. They were never just the main event. I still get hung up on that sometimes you know. Like I’m expecting more from it. I still have to get used to that. For you the blow job is enough. For me it’s not nearly as satisfying.

The play yesterday was fantastic. Even the comedy of the ’subbie dance’ that you just happened to bring up when I was squirming my worst. That octocrop is definitely a love/hate toy. I’m glad it could bring welts to the surface but I’m also saddened that you had a goal of leaving marks and there are none to be found this morning. I still feel really good though.

I have an achy pussy that I thought was going to be promised to be sore from a major pommeling. It’s not really gotten the use that I had expected. I do hope we can do more to increase the chances of an aching pussy in the near future. I guess play usually involves sex afterward now and with yesterday’s play finishing without that I feel empty and still horny as all hell. I know I’ve not shown it all day; we’ve been busy with our own things. Just thought I would hint that I need you badly Master. What would you like to do about it?

Thank you so much for the crayons and coloring book. I never thought I’d feel so happy as I do with something so trivial. It makes me smile to know that you hung the picture I colored yesterday on the refrigerator. Thank goodness we don’t get visitors…

–me

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3 responses to “Dear Master 4-8-07”

puppy.
April 10, 2007 at 8:42 pm | Permalink

have you tried wearing a vibrator during a blowjob? perhaps get one of those strap-on ones, like the butterfly, and wear it during the blowjob. if you got one with a remote control, your Master could turn up the intensity during the blowjob.
Cherrie
April 11, 2007 at 12:50 am | Permalink

I followed your smiling avatar over here from Suze’s, and I feel like I’m looking over your shoulder as you write to your pen pal. Well, he’s a bit more than a pal . . .

Maybe one of those Madame Buttterfly clit stimulators is what you need for this situation. Or the good old suction cup base latex dildo . . .
luna
April 11, 2007 at 5:52 am | Permalink

Both excellent ideas, and ones that I hadn’t thought of. We have vibrating eggs with a remote that I’m sure could be used when I give him a blow job all to the enjoyment of him as well. I will suggest it and see what happens! Thank you puppy and Cherrie.