Since Saturday I have felt like I am living a different life. I’d like to attribute it to the newness of my reinstated collar, the preparation for new rules and behaviors and the very close decision of full time employment with my current employer. I’m really being a good girl I think. Master said the goal with these new rules will be to enforce and enhance my awareness of authority. A glimpse of the rules include addressing Dominants by title within lifestyle situations, holding doors and polite speech for Master, writing assignments weekly and sexual training of a variation he hasn’t really opened up completely other than butt plug training… I’m still waiting for the final version with everything in writing. I do have my first writing assignment due Sunday. I’ll share it if and when he allows me to.
Master has been looking for a new collar, one a bit more permanent and he wants it to be locked on… has me a bit scared only because that will mean I can’t take it off on my own and well…. this is really happening. It’s so real, so settling and well… FANTASTIC! Anyone want to share what their permanent collar looks like? I’ve got to wear mine out to work and such so it’s not going to uber obvious.
I gave Master a bath and massage this weekend and it really made me centered and I enjoyed my time with him. He suggested making it a semi-regular thing; along with spankings. hehe, sounds good to me!
Today in the work arena my bosses and the client had a lunch meeting to discuss moving me to full time. I’m still waiting to hear if anything happened positively, negatively or nothing at all. It’s so nerve wrecking! Maybe I’ll know tomorrow, maybe not. As soon as I know, you’ll know. Trust me.