Dated 9-18-06
Dear Master,
Today you asked me to service you. You have yet to define what that means because all of what I do for you is supposed to be service. Does anything I think you might be pleased with considered servicing you? Does it have to be sexual service?
Sex is quite a stumbling block for me. I think I might know part of the reason why. I see my sexual service to you as separate to my submission. I realize that they should be one in the same, but the perception I get from you feels like it is different. My sexuality is not on the same level as my submission. I am to be proper and polite and decent, however I’m to be a voracious slut as well.
You seem disappointed in me when I listen to you and obey when you say you aren’t in the mood, but you really wanted me to step out of my submissive role and actively pursue you. I guess I’m getting mixed up in my mental mindset of how I should act and when.
–luna
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Hello luna,
I stumbled across your blog from good girl’s Training blog. I was surprised to see you linked to me. I love your blog and hope it’s ok but I linked back to you. Your name seems so familiar to me. Are you in Submissives taking it off group or were you in Latches at all?
I will definatly be back to your blog.
BIG HUGS
~padme
padme,
I am in Taking It Off
–luna