Master has always expressed certain things he wished I would do, or would pay more attention to. I think, if I can add it to my list of duties, dieting, housework and searching for a job I am going to add a submissive task to my weekly improvements list.
We have talked about the fact that neither of us knows what to do in the way of training when it comes to behavior modification, ritual or habit forming. Basically it’s a loss. So, if I try on my own to keep up with the things I know Master wants, perhaps there will be no need for cooperative training. I know it will not be easy. I know I may fail. This way at least I don’t have repercussions, because Master isn’t the one doing the training. I am training myself to do the things I know he wants from me.
The first task that I know would please him is that if I were more attentive to his need for coffee. Master drinks a lot of coffee. I always have some ready for him when he gets up, but that seems to be the extent of my coffee service to him. I would like to add more attentiveness to the time and checking if he needs more coffee during his work day. I know he would appreciate me paying more attention to his needs in this way.
In the future I would like to add a small ritual to the actual serving of Master’s coffee if he would allow it, but first things first. I will pay attention. I hope to make this a habit. Master is what my life revolves around. I will make sure he is happy and part of that is his hot cup of joe at his desk all day.
Let’s see how long it takes me to get this down. I don’t expect it to be easy, but it can’t be too terribly hard either. I know that when I am at work (when I have work to go to) this task will be even more special when I am home with him.
So, here goes nothing.
–luna
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