Master and were going to have all sorts of kinky sex yesterday. I woke up horny and was all in the mood. That is until the ultimate mood breaker happened.

I have an IUD, and to make sure it’s in place correctly there are strings like fishing line protruding from my cervix. Generally they are cut to be a bit over 1 inch long. Master makes it a habit to check for them, usually without me knowing, before sex; just as a part of foreplay. Yesterday he couldn’t find them. I mean he was pushing and feeling my cervix and just couldn’t feel them. I asked him to try again and push really hard, and he found them finally but they were so short that they were almost not there. That freaked me. How long have then been like that? Is it dislodged? Will I have to have a new one placed? Definitely put a damper on my mood.

I have to go to the doctor this week to have it checked. It’s also a bit past due for my annual exam so I’ll have to get that too. Hopefully Planned Parenthood will have time available for me as a new client. I don’t know if they do IUD’s up here though. The last PP I went to, sent me to a gyno for the implant procedure. I wish I had medical insurance. It would make all this a lot easier on the pocketbook. Until then I’m tentative to have sex. I will have Master check for a string each and every time and I don’t know… I hate condoms, but…. we may have to use spermicide as well or something, just to cut down chances if the IUD is ineffective.

Talk about unsettling the nerves!

–luna