I was kinda a bad girl last night. Law and Order SVU was on till midnight. My bedtime is 11:30. Well, 11:30 came around and I got whinny and refused to go to bed, saying I was old enough to stay up later and I really wanted to see the end of this show and he wanted to assert his Dominance. I wouldn’t have any of it. I stayed up, he got very upset and as my punishment, which now I am thankful it was so lenient… I went to bed without him tucking me in. It’s not as easy as you think. He has tucked me in every night and to go to bed without his good night kiss was unsettling. Sadly I can’t say I wouldn’t do it again. I’m such a rotten person. I need to just take his word and go to bed. He’s happier that way, we move closer together.
Why do I do this to myself? Why can’t I just take his rules as best for me and obey?