Master caught my cold. I know it was inevitable but he feels miserable now and I feel bad because he has a lot of work to do. it’s hard to concentrate on what he should be doing and I will do whatever I can to help him concentrate.

My Spanish paper is coming along, slowly. I’m at the more difficult portion and then I can conclude and say I’m done. I hope to have it done tomorrow. Thank god. I’m sitting here in the lab not wanting to do it. It’s almost as bad as pulling teeth.

I have another job as well, I should be starting that this weekend. Hopefully I will be able to devote a bit of time on it as I have only the one week left of school.

More later…

–luna

I was kinda a bad girl last night. Law and Order SVU was on till midnight. My bedtime is 11:30. Well, 11:30 came around and I got whinny and refused to go to bed, saying I was old enough to stay up later and I really wanted to see the end of this show and he wanted to assert his Dominance. I wouldn’t have any of it. I stayed up, he got very upset and as my punishment, which now I am thankful it was so lenient… I went to bed without him tucking me in. It’s not as easy as you think. He has tucked me in every night and to go to bed without his good night kiss was unsettling. Sadly I can’t say I wouldn’t do it again. I’m such a rotten person. I need to just take his word and go to bed. He’s happier that way, we move closer together.

*sigh*

Why do I do this to myself? Why can’t I just take his rules as best for me and obey?

–luna

Cramps have made me all of a sudden wish I wasn’t born a girl, oiy! They have attacked with a vengeance this month, probably making up for the past 2 months where I didn’t have any warning whatsoever that TOM was coming. It’s almost time to dig out the heating pad and midol!

I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving. I have a nice quiet day at home.

Master and I have been praying for an easier Christmas season than we had last year and it seems like in a bit we may be it slightly easier. At least the creditors won’t be banging on our door. I’ve still not had another job since the first one, but my boss assures me he is doing his best to come up with one. We shall see.

I am announcing the opening of my new site: Sensual Service. It’s a female submissives community. It will take work and dedication to see it off the ground, but I hope I have ladies posting and joining shortly to help get things started. I haven’t worked out all the bugs and the admin section for me isn’t complete, but hey I have access to the database for that in the meantime. Shouldn’t take more than another 8 hours of coding to get it all done. Come check it out today!

–luna

Just wishing a Happy Thanksgiving to all my readers!

–luna

I began preparing my final papers today. They are going to take me all of Thankgiving break I think. Most people will be off with relatives and friends, but Master and I are spending the holiday here at home, just enjoying each other’s company and working probably.

I think our coffeepot has died. I can’t afford to get another one for at least a week and I don’t know how Master will survive without his addiction of choice. I guess I will have to see if I can make it work at least half way. It’s been stuck at half a pot brewed for a half hour now and just gurgles every now and again. It’s cheap so not like I didn’t expect it.

We’ve had a bout of bad luck with the bank again… ugh. I hope I can fix the problem on Monday morning before my music exam. Prayers and crossed fingers please.

I’ve lost 15 lbs. total so far on my lifechange and I’m feeling good about that! If you want to follow me in my diet journey, go to Recreating Me.

I am almost done with the Submissive Community site I have been promising for weeks/months. I am working on the Administration section of it and then it will be open for business. I’m hoping to get the word out about it, but don’t know how well it will grow since it depends on people volunteering essays. We will have to see.

–luna

From the flu to a cold I go. I woke yesterday not feeling myself and low and behold… I have a cold. I just can’t say I like this one bit! I’d like to say it’s unfair, but when there is no control over the outcome I will just have to try and get better quickly.

It’s officially winter, we have had our first snow that is still sticking around. The wind has been terrible and I can’t say whether or not my cold is just the effects of the sudden change in weather patterns. Either way…. the winter is here.

My play time with Master was lovely and I think I got the closest to space that I have yet with him. It was wonderful and look forward to more when I’m well. I could have only hoped to keep my good feelings longer before my cold took over.

Tuesday begins Thanksgiving break. I can’t wait for the time off from school to do….. my research paper? Yeah, I know what you are thinking, it’s a holiday you shouldn’t be working but I don’t see any other opportune time to do it. We will both be home, sharing the time together, I might as well get some work done. I know that Master isn’t going to take more than a day off as he’s English and Thanksgiving is an American thing.

–luna

I’m feeing a lot better now, thank you for the well wishes. I now have the daunting task of catching up on my homework. I can only hope that this weekend I feel better and better so that I can think well and work towards getting everything done.

I’ve done a lot of fantasizing lately. I’ll have to admit that this is the first time I’ve admitted it to myself. They aren’t sexual dreams, they are submissive dreams. Visions of how I want to behave, how I see myself at the peak of my submission. I’m not sure if I will ever get to this point. It could be unreachable. I guess I really need to see what these visions have in them and how I could work towards them. I’m constantly fighting with myself and why I say no, why I don’t think of Master ahead of me, and I can’t seem to surround my thoughts with Master’s best interests, his happiness. I know he’s happy, he tells me he is, but I know that I can be more. Perhaps when I don’t have the stress of school.

–luna

It was all of a sudden. One moment I was chatting with starla online, only with a mild headache, the next I was straddling the bowl and my body boiled over. I am sick. I don’t get sick often, but I have the flu. It’s hopefully the only time I will get the flu this winter. It’s not even cold out yet. My fever broke yesterday but today I still feel miserable, achy and my head is going to explode.

Master has been really sweet and checking in on my when I lay about the house. It makes me feel so good. He made me chicken noodle soup yesterday and I felt so good to know he was watching after me.

–luna

This is just a friendly reminder that for those of you who still follow me, you are being forwarded to the new site. I am no longer at luna.kinkygroups.com. Please update your links or soon you will no longer be lead here.

–luna

Ok, so silly title I know, but I just had to share how I think my cats have more dog traits than a typical cat duo should have.

First there is Zeus, who comes when called, loves to have his butt scratched and will play with you for hours. He’s attached at the hip with Master and it’s so cute to watch him lay down next to Master. Man’s best friend? It’s Zeus.

Now Maximus is more cat-like in other respects. He’s a talkative cat, very loyal and waits at the door when I am to come home. He is my shadow and follows where ever I lead.

This evening when I told Master it was dinner time and began to set the table the cats came running and begging. It was so cute to see then sitting there in the kitchen. I just had to relent and got the canned food down from the cupboard. They don’t get it often; it’s a treat. They loved it.

Gotta love my babies!

–luna