This morning as I was waiting for my Musical Appreciation class to start I took a moment. Not a big moment, but one that helped me realize that there is time in my life to do the things that I want to do, that I need to to to achieve my goals, and the desire to find myself. Standing there in the hall, I quieted my mind, relaxed my tensions, placed my hands behind my back and just thought about how I could be submissive today. How can I respect my Master and show him, without him here, that I am his submissive and will take care of myself accordingly. I know it seems like a lot of things to think about in the passing minutes before class, but somehow you find the time for you. Within this time I discovered that I was acting just as He would want me to be. I was quiet, not fidgety, reflecting on how to improve and showing him respect by being polite to others in the hall. I felt myself become beautiful (I had done my hair up nice and my makeup looked quite nice today too) and I hoped that it would reflect outwardly that I was feeling good about myself. I walked carefully and quietly to my chair when the doors had opened up and I gracefully took my seat. All these things I did consciously as if Master were in the room and I was behaving this way for him. I hope that in that moment I respected his collar and showed the world that I am loved and love in return.