Quiet Thunder

I’ve had 3 people note today that I’m awfully quiet. I’m not sure why I’m not my normal talkative self, but I find that there has to be days where your mind is elsewhere, or your thoughts just aren’t ready for speaking. I guess it could mean that I’m overwhelmed with worry, or that I’m not worrying at all. I have a lot of things I want to do, maybe I’m just trying to get that all together in my head. I really don’t know. Ever have a time where you just don’t feel like talking? Everything going through your mind just stays there. Maybe it’s a version of depression.

Last night there were some terrible storms that knocked out our power for a few hours. It was quite a lightening display for what I stayed up to watch of it. Master told me this morning that it woke him up a few times in the middle of the night. Now THAT is a storm. Master is a heavy sleeper. So, we could have hoped for a cooler day today, but no luck. Humid and hot yet again. *sigh* I really don’t like summer weather.

I’m working on judging a poetry contest I ran on AllPoetry.com. There are only 16 entries but I’m slowly going through them so that I’m fair in my comments and I pick the best ones. Good thing is that it’s my contest so that I can allow my opinion to sway my vote. I’m not sure if I will do another contest any time soon as it is a lot of work, but we shall see.

My period has smacked me down today and I’m feeling drained and exhausted. Somehow I have to work through it and get some things done. Thankfully most of them are computer things.

You may be wondering where my ponderings on my submission are lately. It’s pretty hard to feel submissive when there are other more basic worries. Don’t fear though, cause as soon as we are comfortable in life again my submission will be brought back to the forefront.

–luna

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1. Umm
2. Weekends
3. To See and Be Seen
4. The past is the past
5. Progress With This Week’s Lesson and Love Moments