My father should have arrived in the state on Friday. Master and I are supposed to stay with him this week for Christmas. He has yet to call me to tell me where that will be. I don’t know where he is and that makes me annoyed. I hope he will call me today to let me know, or my tension will just get higher. I don’t know why it has taken him 2 days to call me in the first place. I don’t know how he expects us to stay with him if we can’t find him.

Master has been really down since his birthday. His mother has yet to email him or send him a card. I hate to think that she forgot, mothers really don’t forget things like that. I wish there was a way to cheer him up. The idea of spending Christmas with all my family isn’t helping matters either. He is really tense and nervous, of that I’m sure.

I have been reading a series of books lately by Jacquiline Carey. Kushiel’s Dart series. I love it. It’s about an anguisette (masochist touched by the gods) and her life. I will certainly have to thank azriel for lending them to me. It is a blessing to not have to think a lot during my holiday / semester break.

I hope I can get through all the activities this week as well. I’m pretty nervous at seeing family I’ve not seen for a long while. It always puts me on edge. I don’t want Master to have to help keep me strong and himself as well. It just wouldn’t be fair.

–luna