Wriggling About

It’s amazing how much time I waste playing video games, well, both of us do and that’s probably where I picked that up. Before Master I didn’t even have a reliable computer let alone several and a couple tablets to back those up. Technology surrounds me and I’m good at using and abusing it. This entire weekend was sunk into my favorite game, Minecraft. If you don’t know what it is, it’s a sandbox style game where you build and explore a blocky world.

Master and I were so absorbed in it that we didn’t do anything together. Not one thing. It was more like greetings in the hall between meals and bathroom visits. I’m not knocking some relaxation time, but as Master pointed out to me last night, he got no sexy times.

As a part of the plan when we moved here, along with all the other routine changes and lifestyle adjustments has been my endeavor to feed Master’s overactive sex drive. Let’s be honest, his and mine don’t match. So I wanted to make it a part of my day to think of him and his sexual needs. While I realize that I’m still adjusting to the cleaning routine and the work schedule and everything that entails, I feel I need to work that into my day too.

I added exercise into my schedule today and will be doing that every weekday. I’m starting with 20 mins and upping it to an hour over the course of the next few months.  This is to be in conjunction to the lower carb meal plan that I’m working with. It’s not easy, but it is a lot easier since a lot of the carby foods and snacks I can’t eat because they have wheat, barely or rye in them. But still, rice and potatoes are staples to me and I’ve yet to make fauxtatoes with cauliflower not taste cabbage-y. If anyone has tips for how to make them taste better, please let me know.  Vegetables are hard for me in general, not because I don’t like them, but because if I can skip them I will.  Sneaking them into the meal is impossible because Master and I like different veggies. Oh but this gripe is for another time!

My mom is coming up for a visit to see the new place on Friday. She’s so excited about it. I’m hoping to be able to visit her once a month as long as money allows. Right now, money doesn’t. But I will try.

Writing for SubmissiveGuide is hard right now. I’m still struggling with writer’s block but I hope that it will fade very very soon.  I’m trying to come up with something simple that I can do while I’m out of things to write, but nothing comes. It’s so hard being an author!



Last Saturday Master and I played. The result bruising I showed in pictures in my previous post. Well those bruises are almost gone now, after turning a lovely blue purple, then Iodine yellow and now pale pinks and reds.

It was a great time and I’m looking forward to more!

But play is just a part of our life and the chores I’m working into a routine are coming alone fine. I’m able to get them all done and my writing work too. I felt less stressed this Wednesday for grocery day because I have altered my chore requirements so they are far less.

But I really wish the food budget would go down. The cost of everything is so high right now. Grumble, grumble.

I don’t really have a whole lot of new stuff to add, but wanted to update everyone and it feels good to write here again.


To Beat You With

Me: (giving Master titty hugs from his office hair and touching him all over)

Him: “Feel these,” indicating his biceps,” they get bigger everyday.”

Me: “oh my yes, they are so nice!”

Him: “I’m going to use them to beat you tonight.”

Me: ” I can’t wait!”

Feeling the Strain

Today I felt a lot of stress with this new routine. Wednesdays are grocery shopping and errand days so I know I’m going to be away from home for a few hours. And realizing that my chores awaited me at home and that all the time away was eating away at the time I needed to do them was taxing. I got home grumpy and Master made note of it. When I told him I felt stressed that I still had so much to do and had just spent 2 hours away he told me I’d get some leniency for that and perhaps I should amend the grocery day expectations so that I felt less stress. He’s right of course.

So tonight I’m trying to figure out how I want to handle errand days and the chores I have marked for daily. Can they wait a day without much consequence for how Master wants his home kept? Perhaps. Do I need to realize that there’s only one of me and I have to accept the time as it comes. Yes, of course.

It may seem odd that I feel pressed for time when it’s just the two of us in an apartment, but that’s just the way it goes. I have things to do every single day, and I have subguide work to do too. It’s not a hard life, but it is a busy one.

I’m no where near any closer to unpacking the toys and the itch is growing. I must get them unpacked tomorrow so that we can play this weekend. That twinkle in his eye is getting more devious and I need to feed it. Ah yes I do!

On to the cats, because you know I talk about them, I’m trying to feed them in separate rooms to control how much Loki is eating and so that he’s not eating Max’s food. This is the first day of that so it’s hard to say, but both of them haven’t figured out that they now only have 30 mins to eat their meal and then it’s picked up. I think Loki feels he’s being secluded and punished but I think he’ll adjust. The door will be opened after a week and hopefully he’ll learn that his food is just served there and he needs to eat it before he leaves. Who knows. I just know he needs to lose like 6 lbs and Max can’t afford to lose any more.

Took a walk tonight with Master. Slow progress is being made on the healthy front. I am going to prepare a few veggie dishes tomorrow so that they are available options.